Confessions of a Serial Interviewer by Steven Ra Ga

When I moved back to my home city after being away I got a number of job offers but foolishly turned them down. I was making okay money on EI and felt I need need to work. I was also burnt out and in no shape to jump back in, like just a few months ago I had made a suicide plan. I got more into detail into this in my Mental Health post.

Basically the short version is at that time 2017 I lost my job and my LTG at the same time and I had a psychotic break.

Back in my home time my brain need to heal but I was on a short deadline, my parents took me in, and allowed me to stay rent free with an allowance until I got back up on my feet. My brain needed heeling.

After every job I turned down or interview I blew up I immediately regretted it. After a while and a few psychological visit I was able to repair the damage in my brain and make strides forward. I was just getting up and running when the pandemic hit. And once again I slipped back into a deep deep depression. I am out of it now but at great cost.

I survived the pandemic without catching Covid but we lost my Step Father to Cancer. It turned out he although very accomplished lived a neurotic life style and was addicted to sugar. Even when he had cancer he couldn’t stop eating sugar. I miss him dearly.