Confessions of a Serial Interviewer by Steven Ra Ga
I am start this off by saying I always thought goals were bull shit. I never had goals. Or much ambition either. Everyone I knew growing up had these goals. I recall one day my mom asked me what I wanted to be when I grew up and I said “Cartoonist” I loved to watch cartoons and still do but that’s all I could think at the time.
My mom eventually as I got older encouraged me to pursue various creative outlets even signed me up for art lessons. She believed in me even when I didn’t. Because frankly I was terrible at drawing back then, now I am great but that’s years and years of trying and failing.
Back then I didn’t understand that you had to grind it out to become good. Sure some young kids are talented but other kids are lying. What I mean is often a child is forced into something at very early age like 2yrs old then by the time you meet them at 12hrs they look naturally gifted and they will tell you they never had a lesson before which is a lie because the truth is so bad and shameful they don’t want to say it. So you think they are gifted but really they had 10yrs of trail and error already.
Anyway I ultimately didn’t become a cartoonist after I learned years later in film school how many hours these guys spending drawing frame by frame of images just to make something that’s 3seconds long. Like 3seconds of time is the equivalent to 250sheets of paper. Could you imagine drawing a Rick and Morty episode at 20mins.
So I never had goals of what I wanted to accomplish, except I wanted to find peace, happiness and financial independence.
Peace came from the wild childhood I had growing up with brothers. Happiness was a mix of self confidence and a general disposition to life, and financial independence strives from people helping me live all my life I still haven’t full achieved this.
Don’t take pity on me.
I have found peace, happiness I later learned could be managed with vitamins, exercise and understand my limitations and working on what comes easy.
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So I have my own fashion brand now which will remain nameless for now. Maybe when I am famous I will release the connection.
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So let’s go back to why I started this blog post. I recent watched a podcast with Steve-0 and Tom Delong. Tom is big into the UFO paranormal community. In this podcast he talks about intention and human vibrations. And about how the over arching intelligence detected on skinwalker ranch is trying suppress humans. I found this interesting as it coincides with all religions and cult teachings which is to expand your mind and focus on your goals and dreams. Only allow positive energy in life and such.
I also read that since our bodies are made of 70% water the positive and negative thoughts we tell ourselves actually matter. Scientist have done studies that if you yell or write swears on bottles of water and freeze them verses saying positive things the water will actually freeze differently…
This wild ramble of mind gets to the main point that sound and vibrations are the frequencies important to the best things in life.
So make some goals and tell yourself positive things.
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